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The Portal
Been having a tug of war with fear and faith recently. In 2009 when I began Effervescent Moments with my very dear and close friend, I had walked through a pile of emotions and clutter that opened my door to feel Spirit from within. It was the first time I had not seen Spirit ‘outside’ […]
Who Am I
When you ask your ‘self’ that question, how do you answer it? I have had a complete block when faced with this question! There was a time I was somewhat satisfied with, I am so and so’s wife…I have studied such and such…I have done this and that training…so on and so on. Today, when […]
Struggle or Decision?
How is it we get caught up in emotional reactions and are unable to make a decision? Or perhaps we make a quick decision for the moment for instant gratification. I have seen myself and others succumb to this behavior often. I have found that the reason this situation has existed for me is because […]
The Innate Seed to Share
What is it…this thing in us? At first we fight for survival, then for freedom, and after that the drive to share takes us over as an instinctual primary urge. I suppose this is the evolution of our drive to propagate and pollinate. When I look at it in this way the divisions of our […]
Particles of Life; Written in Solese
Science has been trying to understand the building blocks of life. One of the ways they search is by looking for the smallest particles. The search is driven through our human desire to collect information. Just knowing there are positive and negative charges in the beginning searches of physicists helps me realize how diversity turns […]
Walking Alone
The hardest thing I have learned in life is that love is not simply a relationship with another human being. It is the gratitude we have for all life…meaning simply gratitude for the existence of all people, places, things, as well as the unseen flowing in, out, and around us all. As I grew to […]
Happy Roots
I was consistently hurting as a child which continued into my adult life. Childhood carried with it all the frustrations and growing pains of parental care. It would take a long time for understanding to be in front of my actions. In fact, even with the awareness of ‘A Creator’ there would be many years […]
Four Doors and Seven Years Ago
The four doors I am referring to are: 1.Judgement 2.Opinion 3.Criticism 4.Analyzation – It was just about 7 years ago that circumstances in my life would force me to think for myself. I had a deep desire to communicate, however, I had decided as a very young adult to be subservient. I felt that was the only […]
Victimization
It’s confusing for a child growing up in their ‘parent’s’ world. It was for me. Regardless of the circumstances, every child who lives is responsible for what they do as an adult. In order for me to survive I made a decision to learn to love (not meaning ‘physical affection’). I felt a tremendous need […]
What do I have to do to get ready?
This question is a golden nugget a dear friend of mine told her husband when she had just received word from her doctor she was going to die. After a long battle with cancer she had hoped to win (according to her medical regime) the fight was now over. She asked the question above and […]